Last night, i could not sleep well, as i lay there in bed thinking about you,
my, unrequited love for you was beating in my heart with all its transcendent might,
it took me to places id never dreamt of going,
i saw a future without you,
and believe me love it is not what i want for us,
i found myself stranded alone in the abyss and my soul devoid of all emotions and feelings for anything,but you,only you,
for you are the one that taught me the meaning of love
and from the day i lay my eyes on you i knew that from that day my life will not be about me or the things i want but only for you, from that moment on, every day of my life i have wanted to be with you.
As i turned and twisted in my bed i asked myself what am i prepared to do to be able to hold you in my arms for one last time, what would i not give to be able to touch the delicate skin of your body which radiates like a hundred stars in the night sky, for one last time in my life, Where would i not be to be next to you and listen to you talk.
The fire that burns in my heart tonight is a result of years of churning of my feelings for you which have grown each day, each minute since the day we met, without you i find myself aimlessly wandering this life, passing a day at a time , without much respite and any hope for a future with peace.
I do not wish you to be at peace if it means to stop loving you, i do not wish to love another with all my heart the way i have loved you all my life, no matter what the world thinks of this or whatever they make of me my love, my love for you is what feeds the life in me and till my end it will be the only fire that wil continue to burn in my heart.
I do not desire anything but your togetherness in this world or another,
the reason i am alive is you and the reason i choose to continue to live is you.
so as i woke up today with a numbness in my heart , i knew that this day is
just another part of the journey i have to undertake on this planet, i know not where the journey will take me but nevertheless i go on with a hope in my heart that somewhere down the road after many a gloomy night the dawn of my love will come and on that day somewhere in the gallows of this planet i will be with you again.